周末和JON约好去看电影. 结果来到东方新天地, 刚要买票, 接到组里电话, 得, 啥也不说了, 打车回去坐台! 360度<我的长征>特别节目...没日没夜熬了两天机房, 片子做好了. 主任一句话, 毙!

唉, 360度给焦点访谈让路...特没辙.

 

接下来又是做最高检察院的片子. 编片子到10点多回家, 第二天又一大早奔向台里.我当时就想, 要再不播我真的会在办公室大哭一场. 工作量呀我的工作量!

吼吼, 不过幸好审片通过了. 昨天已经播了我的片子, 妈妈说看到屏幕上出现我的名字还挺开心:)

 

今天回学校弄我的档案.结果还是没弄成.

我懒的管了. 放置一段时间吧. 等有心情了再落档.

 

 

最近我变土了。除了工作我什么新鲜事情都不知道了。新开的地方，哪里好玩，哪里好吃，完全不知道。

生活节奏越来越快，甚至没有洗衣服的时间。

今天早上起来的很早。为的是能在上班前抽出时间把衣服洗掉。然后一边洗衣服一边网上发货。然后再迅速地赶来上班。在上班的路上听广播，看今天又有什么新闻了...我的生活无比充实。

早上忙碌的时候，妈妈在旁边唠叨。

“以前我老说你不看新闻，不关心国家大事，现在你变成只知道新闻，别的事情又什么都不知道了，这可怎么办呀...”“就你这种天亮一睁眼就上班，晚上回家倒头就睡的样子，以后谁会娶你，一点儿不像个过日子的女人...”云云。

我无语。只剩苦笑。

I had a really crazy nite yday, aohhhhh I wanted to scream out my happiness! Black eyed peas, black eyed peas, Fergie, I love yoooooou!

Like a coupe of weeks ago, I knew black eyed peas, my fav band ll come to beijing and shanghai. Its their first time come to China, and once I thought I could met em in person, that made me soooo excited! At first, I thought we could get VIP tickets, but my friend told me the day b4 the concert that she didn't get the best tickets, only normal ones. At that moment, I just kept my tongue to myself and tried throwing away the feeling of disappointment and sadness in my gut. She was pretty disappointed too.

Anyway, last nite was not bad, we went to the concert first then also after party @ new babyface. ( I got invitations of new babyface’s opening party, so we can get in). I also got a black eyed peas cd and a tee from the after party, lol. And I happened to meet an old friend at babyface, I knew him when I was in high school but didn't get in touch w him after I entered university, he still could recognize me, haha, life is full of surprises, isnt it:P

Last nite my girlfriends and I decided to get all dressed up for the big concert and the party, we wore high heels, tight shirts, did our hair—lol, I knew it sounded like we were play bon ton, but we were really stunning, haha~ even strangers took pics for us and ppl praise us, maybe it was just compliment but really pleased me when I was in almost drunk condition, lol

And Staffy, she was a hot number last nite, wore her hair up and looked gorgeous! If I were a guy, I would love to give my life nut to be with her!!!

We went back home together at midnite. (coz we aint the girls without parent restrictions). On our way home, we talked abt our old flames. Well, we’d better just leave it in the past, old flames are like old tax returns, put em in the file cabinet for 3 years(for us maybe just 3 dayz, lol) then cut em loose! J we were not a cynics, we were realists. We knew exactly what we wanted to do with our life.

Okie, I’d better back to study now. hey, I know u guys wanna c my new pics, wait, I ll post em on laterJ

好累。十一點多。我終于開完了會，完成一天的工作回到傢。

給入姐姐打了個電話，得知她們在鹿港吃冰，心中甚是癢癢，卻無奈體力不支：（

這一周好像尤其忙碌。辦公室的行政事務相當繁瑣，事無巨細，樣樣需要仔細對待，不可出現一點差錯。這兩天又趕上我們的小專車坏了，於是要走路往返于台裏和南院，看來我的小高跟鞋相當不實用，還是小nike最適合我…今天跑了兩趟新華社，更加痛恨高跟鞋，趕時間的時候我真想脫了鞋光腳跑。

我的小店最近經營的還不錯。這周幾乎每天都有生意成交。雖然我沒空打理，但幸好有可愛的媽媽能在百忙中抽出時間幫我發個貨。

又沒有錢了。還是媽媽給了我經濟援助。我覺得自己這麽大了還要花家裏錢十分丟人，但苦于生計還是接受了，算借的吧，等我發了工資還。我急切地盼望這工資，有了工資先把媽媽的錢還了然後再把房租交了我也就安心了。

每天都是一樣的。睜眼就上班，忙忙叨叨一天，很晚才下班。下班就回來睡覺。閉眼再睜眼，又開始新的一天的忙碌。台裏同事約我游泳，我説好呀，於是放了BIKINI在辦公室，結果一次都沒有去過，完全沒空。台裏同事說請我吃飯，我也説好呀，結果自然是也沒有時間去。

不過忙歸忙，我還是很喜歡這個工作的。干一行就要愛一行，我是盡職盡責，可愛的周小秘~~

2006-7-7

i know i hafta go through these whole things by myself.

i dont hate da ppl who really let me down, im just repeatedly disillusioned. last nite i dreamed of those dayz we had been together, i softly wept, turned my body over and over.

i was smitten, i knew i was.

i cant take my mind off those memories...weaving scarf all nite long, cooking, ironing the shirts and ties, washing clothes..etc

i thought he would be my lover of the rest of my life. but obviously i was wrong. to him, NO LOYAL, NO FAITHFUL, NO RESPONSIBILITY. just left without a word.

 

i never know what men want. im hopeless at judging ppl. everyone is nice, everyone is honest.

im absolute looooooser trying to figure out what men are thinking whether they're nice guys or not, whether they're complete bastards.